Merry Christmas

Just wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas! Things have been busy around here...and I have taken a break from blogging to get many things done in preparation from celebrating with our family. I'm not sure when I will be "back" so I wanted to say Merry Christmas and Happy New Year from our family to yours! Now for a few special photos...

Sweet Brooke

Lauren

Lily

The best gifts a mommy could ask for...

My friend Marybeth took these adorable pictures of the girls...I'm hoping Santa will bring me a nice camera one of these days. :O) Maybe next year...this year my Christmas money went to someone very special. I love this time of giving. The girls & I have really enjoyed giving to others this season. Brooke asked me this morning who she was going to give a gift to today. It just makes my heart melt that she thinks the presents under the tree are for other people! Tonight is our special family Christmas...I can't wait for the girls to finally receive their gifts tonight!

18 month Update

I still have a hard time believing we have been blessed with twins. I look at these girls everyday and am so thankful for the joy they have brought to our lives! I have been given the amazing opportunity to watch them become their own little people...each with their own personality. They have a special little bond with each other...they look for each other when they wake up in the morning and do almost everything together. In a few blinks they will be 2...time is going by so quickly and I am trying to soak in these sweet moments with my "babies".

Chocolate Peppermint Crackles

I posted a link to this cookie recipe last year. Yesterday, I added a teaspoon of Peppermint extract to the batter and it turned this cookie (in my opinion) from amazing to "out of control". :O) Love that combination together. Make these TODAY!

A Giving Heart

This year I want my family to focus on giving to other people. We have everything that we NEED, and i want my girls to learn to be unselfish and give to others. I LOVE watching Brooke get something she really wants...but what I love more is watching her eyes light up and her excitement when she gives to someone else. I hope she doesn't lose this excitement...that she will be unselfish and that she would think of others before herself! I pray that I can be an example to her in that way!

December 1 - We took some baked goods to the Owasso fire station.

This morning we left a little goodie bag that we made together for our mail-lady!

Just tall enough to do it herself!

hoping to bring a smile on her face on a cold winter day! :O)

Acts 20:35

"In all things I have shown you that by working hard in the way we must help the weak and remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he himself said, It is more blessed to give than to receive."

My Favorite Time of Year

I just love Christmas. I love every aspect, and this year I just LOVED decorating our new home for our first Christmas here. We finished our decorating Thanksgiving night. I loved that we could relax the rest of the weekend and enjoy our time together as a family.

I just love Christmas. I love every aspect, and this year I just LOVED decorating our new home for our first Christmas here. We finished our decorating Thanksgiving night. I loved that we could relax the rest of the weekend and enjoy our time together as a family.

We moved the piano in the dining room and I think it adds a lot to the space.

our dining room complete with a cupcake box on the table. :O)

Entryway

Guest Bath

Decorating...

So our Christmas decorations have been piled up in our dining room for the last week. :O) Since this is our 1st year living in our new home I'm not sure where to put everything. I am trying to get everything decorated before Landon gets home tonight. We are planning on enjoying a special little family thanksgiving tonight! I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving with your families and friends. Here are a few pictures of our Christmas Decor...

I LOVE the real pine branches. I used the bottom branches from our Christmas tree to make garland for the door. Everything else is still in progress. :O)

Our new windowpane shelf in the Kitchen. This poor windowpane sat in my garage for 8 months. I was forced to finish it when Landon said he would throw it away if I didn't use it. I'm a hoarder. :O)

Our tree in progress!

Mercy

For the last week I have felt like a failure. I have blamed exhaustion, sickness and sleep deprivation for my sin. I have been lonely, sad, angry and frustrated. I haven't been looking to the right source for my strength and not seeking God for His love. I'm thankful for a God who is merciful and loving. There are going to be times that I fail...and I can't get stuck into thinking I am a terrible mother, wife, daughter and friend. I have to ask forgiveness and give HIM control...seeking Him for the strength and wisdom I need to accomplish the tasks He has for me. I couldn't sleep tonight because of all these struggles in my mind. I got on my knees and started praying...crying and talking to someone who loves me and is my comfort. "The Lord is gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in STEADFAST LOVE" Psalm 145:8. So comforting and convicting at the same time. I can rest knowing that I have been forgiven...and that tomorrow I can choose to think on Him. I can wipe three runny noses, lovingly hold two very sweet crying babies and clean one more mess knowing he will hold my hand even through those little tasks that sometime seem so hard. If this is all God has for me tomorrow, I pray that I will do it to lovingly...reflecting His love.

Just wanted to share this song...it has definitely been one of those weeks, and I always love sharing what God is teaching me. I hope it will be an encouragement to you!

a thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains

A thousand times I've failed

Still your MERCY remains

And should I stumble again

Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else, my purpose remains

The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades

Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control

Consume me from the inside out Lord

Let justice and praise become my embrace

To love you from the inside out.

Handmade Christmas...

WOW...Thanksgiving is a week from tomorrow. Where did November go?!? For us...it was 5 weeks of CRAZY! TWO waves of stomach flu, Lily's hospital stay, twins getting molars, Brooke had a uti, 30+ loads (i'm not kidding) of laundry. WHEW! Thankfully we are all alive and on the mend (i hope!). We got a lot of snuggle time in and are looking forward to all the fun that Thanksgiving and Christmas will bring.

I have been busy the last couple days making Christmas ornaments and decorations. We are on a tight budget, but I really wanted some new decorations for our first Christmas in our new home! Here are a few of the things I have been working on...

Wreath - Total Cost $12

I used some of the leftover moss to make a few more letters

These are my favorite!

Total Cost for 36 ornaments - Less than $20!

I wanted a pillow for our couch. Just stuffed this target placemat and sewed it back together. Total Cost - $5.50 Wish I could buy these placemats for my dining room...it's like a shiny burlap and so pretty!

Pumpkin Spice Donuts

Pumpkin...still not tired of it. Here is a quick and easy donut recipe. I love my mini-donut pan. I used a glaze on top of them, but I am sure they are just as wonderful with the cinnamon sugar. Landon does not share my love for pumpkin and he ate them right up! Have a wonderful weekend.

Pumpkin Spice Donuts

For Donuts:
1 3/4 c flour
1 1/2 t baking powder
1/2 t salt
1 t cinnamon
1/2 t nutmeg
1/2 t allspice
1/8 t ground cloves
1/3 c canola oil
1/2 c brown sugar
1 egg
1 1/2 t vanilla extract
3/4 c canned pumpkin
1/2 c milk

For cinnamon/sugar Coating:
1/2 c butter, melted
2/3 c sugar
1-2 T cinnamon (more if you're a cinnamon lover)

For the spiced glaze: 1 c powdered sugar 1/4 t cinnamon dash of nutmeg, ginger and cloves or pumpkin spice if you have it 2 T Milk

Preheat oven 350 F. Grease your mini donut pan (or mini muffin pan if you don't have a donut pan).

Mix together the flour, baking powder, salt and spices together and set aside.

In a large bowl (or the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with the paddle attachment) whisk together oil, brown sugar, egg, vanilla, pumpkin and milk until combined. Slowly add the dry ingredients into the mixture and stir until just combined, careful not to over mix.

Using a pastry bag (a ziploc with the end cut off) fill each donut cup with the batter. The donut cups should be fairly full, but not overflowing. Bake for 8-9 minutes, until donuts spring back when gently pressed. Turn donuts out onto a wire rack and allow to cool for a few minutes.

If using the sugar coating... When donuts are still hot (but not too hot to touch), quickly dip each donut in melted butter, then coat in the cinnamon-sugar mixture. Serve immediately.

If using the glaze, wait until the donuts cool and then put the glaze on.

*Note: If you're not going to serve the donuts immediately, you can bake them up to a day in advance and store them in an airtight container. Do not coat them in the butter/cinnamon-sugar mixture until just before serving or they may get soggy.

You can also adapt this recipe for mini muffins. Just bake muffins for 10-12 minutes then follow the same procedure for coating.

blessings.

Several years ago I "suffered" what I thought to be a great trial in my life. The Lord was gracious enough to erase a lot of the memories I had from the past, but I can still remember the hurt. I remember just asking God several questions. Where do I go now? What do I do with my life now? Will anyone ever love me again? There was so much hurt in my broken heart, that the only thing I felt I could do was look to God for love, forgiveness and healing. He did all that and MORE. He gave me more than I asked for and more than I deserved. His amazing love does that. Psalm 36:7 was one of the verses that I kept in the forefront of my mind. "How precious is your steadfast love, O GOD! The children of mankind take refuge in the shadow of your wings." His love forgave, comforted and healed. I'm thankful for a God that will never leave me.

Here comes the HUGE blessingS part...

After going to Northland Camp to work for the summer and seek wise counsel, I started working at NIU full time. Northland has a special place in my heart...for many reasons! Northland was where I met my husband Landon. Landon was the crazy, curly red-headed, soccer playing, bridge jumping, red tahoe driving "boy" that I never saw myself dating. He pursued...and pursued. I resisted for almost a whole semester...until Thanksgiving break. I saw a different side of Landon. He was crazy...but he was (and is!) Godly, sweet, FUN, forgiving and patient. We began dating in February...got engaged in July....and got married in November. We do things fast around here.

"From the fullness of HIS grace, we have all received one blessing after another." John 1:16.

10 months after we got married Brooke came along. 20 months after that came Lily & Lauren. Our family grew QUICKLY....and it is awesome. We love our girls. We love each other. Things get hard sometimes, but we all get through it together. Landon ALWAYS reminds me of the truth and points me back to my LOVING father. I am so blessed. He GAVE me that trial...so I could be broken and see HIM. Those questions I asked God before...He answered each one in His time. He brought me to Oklahoma and gave me a very amazing husband who loves me very much. In one week we will celebrate our 4 year anniversary. He gave me the amazing opportunity to be a mother to my girls. It was all in His plan and all in His timing. I'm thankful that my life is guided by His hand, and not my own.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plan for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11

Christmas Ornaments

I decided that I wanted to do something new with our tree this year. I have a limited budget for things like this since we are still keeping Huggies in business. :O) So i went to hobby lobby and walked around...and around until I finally decided what I was going to make. You can personalize this and make it your own! My old piano books are still packed away somewhere, so I purchased some "antique" music paper in the paper section. The paper I used in the tutorial has black notes and the paper in the "final product" has red notes. You could use music, scrapbook paper, an old book, newspaper....whatever is cheap and on hand! Total cost for 24 ornaments was only $13.00. I purchased all the supplies at Hobby Lobby for 50% off. Here is a quick "tutorial".

Here is what you will need: Your paper, Glitter spray paint and plain glass ornaments.

Shred your paper! I shredded into small strips and then tore the strip in half. Roll up the strip and put it in your ornament. After I filled the ornament up I "shook" it to loosen the rolls up a little bit.

I used the carton to hold the ornaments while I was spray painting them. Spray one side. dry. spray the other side.

I am getting excited! They are almost finished and extra sparkly in the sunshine.

Put the topper back on and leave them plain or add a ribbon! Hang them on your tree, or reluctantly shove them back in the box until November 25th. :O)

Memory Loss

Thank goodness for this blog and facebook. Between the two, I can keep up with memories and photos I have updated. Between 2 rough pregnancies and trying to keep up with 3 very active girls, I have suffered extreme memory loss. Here is an example of a regular occurrence:

get all 3 girls ready for the day

get all 3 girls in the car

look in the rearview mirror and realized I forgot to put make-up on

get all 3 girls out of the car and stuff them into the cart at Wal-Mart

get all the groceries stored in my "mental list" (why didn't I write it out?!?)

get all 3 girls back into the car

get all 3 girls out of the car and into the house

get all the groceries out of the car

realize I forgot at least 1 thing I went to the store for the first place.

On a positive note...who needs a workout after all that?!?

Yesterday came around and I "forgot" a very important lesson I learned when Brooke was a baby. That time I didn't put pants on her before a nap and she smeared the contents of her diaper all over her WHITE BUMPER. I can't even say I forgot it...I actually remembered it yesterday while changing the girls before a nap. I said to myself...."I really should put her pants back on". Instead, I ignored the voice and laid both girls down for a nap...I was lazy and hungry. 2 hours later I heard some laughing and screaming. It was Lily. Lauren was sleeping on her stomach with a bare bottom, a diaper thrown on the floor, and on the other side of her bed...was a pile of POOP. yes.

I laughed so hard I startled her and she woke up. I think she was actually afraid of it, because it was untouched and she would not go near it. I am actually so intelligent that I let them run around the house to play in their diapers. While preparing dinner Brooke told me to "COME LOOK AT SISSY!". I turn the corner, and there is my little Lily strolling around without her diaper on. I think I have learned my lesson. Those girls though...they just keep me laughing...I just love it.

October...where did you go?!?

Going to a few houses to get candy

This was the highlight of Brooke's day...she hasn't smiled or laughed in days.

I can't believe it is NOVEMBER. 22 days until Thanksgiving and 53 days until Christmas!

The last couple weeks have been a blur. I have never been so exhausted! On top of nursing a sick Lily in the hospital, Landon & I were also sick that week. Thoughts of throwing up in the hospital bathroom come to mind....ew. The night we came home with Lily, Brooke was up in the middle of the night throwing up. The next day, we were scheduled to leave for Branson so Landon could sing with his mother at the Moms in Touch conference. Despite sick girls...we went anyways because I thought we were all out of the woods...until sunday morning...when Brooke woke up and threw up all over the hotel bathroom. I am praying she gets better soon and starts eating again. I am thankful that she is still drinking water to keep hydrated. So basically I have become a professional throw-up cleaner upper.

With all the craziness...Monday came around and I didn't have an outfit for Brooke to wear for Halloween. I wasn't sure she could even go, but I threw something together with a glue gun and felt while the girls were napping. She was my little "Audrey". I saw the idea on Pinterest a long time ago, and loved it! She was a doll and all the ladies raved about her outfit! I hope you all had a fun time with your little ones last night!

First Hospital Stay.

Poor Baby...Sunday night we were on our way home from Tulsa. Lily got sick...ALL over the car and actually started choking. We were on the side of the highway in a second... helping her breathe and scraping it off her and the carseat...wrapped her up in daddy's shirt and headed home. She is such a tough girl...not one peep or cry.

Landon brought sweet Lily to the ER first thing Monday morning. She wouldn't eat or drink and could barely sit up, so her Dr. sent us straight there. The Dr. in the ER decided Lily had lost too much of her body fluid...NINETY PERCENT. She was admitted to the hospital just in time. She went through 2 1/2 liters of fluid during her stay!

First time Lily & Lauren were separated.

Just the sweetest girl...it Broke my heart to see her so terrified.

I thought for sure our first trip to the emergency room would be a broken bone. :O) I never thought my sweet little baby would have to stay hooked up to IV's for 3 days. Lily is always the first one to get sick, and the last one to get better. Her body just doesn't fight infection off very well. I am thankful we got to the hospital when we did because she had lost 90% of her body fluid. This was very serious, there could have been some very severe complications if we did not get her there in time. Lily was very frightened the whole time we were there, and I couldn't leave the room during they day. It was very challenging since she was hooked up to the machine the entire time. Since she was too weak to walk I couldn't put her down. I got a LOT of snuggle time and a great arm workout. Since I couldn't leave the room, I wasn't able to get very much food...but thank goodness Landon left his FULL SIZE bag of M&M's there for me to eat for breakfast and lunch. Sigh. Regretting that. :O)

There are so many things I am thankful for...

I am thankful for all your prayers! I was so overwhelmed by the fervent prayers of our family and friends. Thank you for your phone calls, texts, notes on FB, gifts and most of all for showing your love to our family.

I am thankful that God has protected my children and they are healthy little girls. I know that there are people that don't get to leave that hospital with their sweet babies. I cried the whole way home just so thankful that I could look in the back seat and see my precious girl.

I am thankful for Landon's parents. They took such good care of Lauren and Brooke so we could be by Lily's side every minute. THANK YOU Poppy & GiGi.

I was pretty bored in the hospital...my laptop wouldn't hook up to the internet and I didn't bring much to do because I thought Lily would be able to leave Tuesday morning. I spent a lot of time holding Lily praying for my friends and family!

The Doctors and Nurses were SO sweet to us and the Children's Hospital at St. Francis was so nice. I just hope we don't have to "visit" there again for a very long time.